June 11, 2007 is the last when I've written something here.....now the urge in me to write has got stronger, so i'll probably be writing more often........
THE CONFIDENT ME
The heading says it all, I guess its that phase of my 'mood cycle' where I kinda start feeling confident and useful to an extent in life......Nothing special happening at this point of life, in fact life isn't quiet moving at the pace I want it to, but then, somewhere deep inside, a pinch of confidence, that I can do it all, what ever I've dreamt of, that I am inferior to none, that things have always been my way and that i deserve more in life. The loneliness has been and i guess will continue to haunt me for the rest of my life. Work has always been fine and I am still enjoying it, except for one odd days where my boss is pretty determined to take me dry......the only worry for me at this point of time is that, i need to study more, which I am not able to. I always thought, its not difficult to study and work at the same time, but, now I guess I'll have to change my opinion on this. There were times in life where I used to laugh at people who used to complain about making good friends, now I really lack them, Never been able to find friends whom I could rely upon after graduation, those were the best days of my life, where everything that entered into my life brought fun along with it and left sweet memories.
That's all for now, will catch up later, hope I'll be able to write something worth taking pride about soon
